Today,I learn alot of things and found out that I am not well liked........ Went to cwp for a haircut then go wif Matthew, Sin Zhe, Zheng Wen, Swen Yee and Yu Shi watch movie "The Stranger"........ It is my first time watch a horror movie, I was like scared till my face is white......=.=" Then go slack in Metro go play wif the toys this all........ Then I found out sth from Matthew when he shows me one of his message....... A message that Jocelyn sent to him....... Maybe I am very abnormal to her when I put Angelica name into my blog like nobody business......... Maybe thats why she pity of her* when I does all that...... In everybody mind , I have nth good to be commented about....... BT,abnormal,pervert,noob,slut is wat I am in their eyes....... When I read that message, I kept quiet........ Sometimes I don no why I am the easiest to be blame on...... Hui Min(Chee) lost her $27, she suspect that it was I steal it....... In my life there is nth I can look forward to......... I dare not think of wat might happen to me in the future..... I just wan everybody to be happy,thats why i try and seek attention and do silly stuff to make them laugh..... But all they find it was irritating and annoying....... Maybe I did not try hard in making them happy.........=( |