I have many depressed things thats have been cause by me...... Making everyone happy doesn't seem to be easy as you think....... Even though I feel tired but I will try........ This week I seem to anger many people..... Grace,Maybelle,Jocelyn,Yi Suan and Bao Cheng....... I seem to have irritated them by de blur and stupid me...... I am trying all sort of method just to make them happy...... There are some success but de success does not last long..... De failures seem to be more than success........ I still unable to find de happiness that is in me....... I have been concerning about other people that I neglect mine...... I don tink people really care that I am happy or not...... Nevertheless I am still going to make them happy if they sad..... How many failures that I must go through untill that they are able to be truly happy and feel comforted...... I no I am not their somebody but still I wish that they are still be able to be happy...... I have been trying not to irritate others but it seems no success.......... I feel troubled for days if people is angry bcause of me....... Maybe if I stop all this happiness stuff, they will feel better? I dunno...My feeling now is hurt and sad bcause of sth........... Years seeking for a best fren but to no success..... Maybe its my destiny or fate.......... Hope my sorrow can be drained....