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Wednesday, February 4, 2009 8:12 PM
Hahahahahaha
This world must be making a joke out of me.....
It seems so hilarious day by day and I totally didnt appreciate it a bit.......
As dissapointment is written to clearly in fact in my friends face.....
Did I ever notice there is a word that is called CHANGING.......
Do I no which is more important......
Do I take my friends advice and opinion.......
Did I really nvr treat my frineds as friends....
Do I really like to uses excuses........
There is nth much I can say.........
It seems i can't joke with her* about presents........
It seems there is alot of things that make them think I mistreat them......
I just dunno what to say......
Maybelle......
I.....
It is just hard ya....
Excuses again right......
A waste of time in telling me advice and ........
A bad to worst person guy I am right......
A guy that nvr treat friends with respect right.......
I am the most selfish guy you have ever seen right.........
Why I have nvr stand in her shoes right........
Why I am able to say such harsh words infront of her right..........
I am a coward which nvr put her* name in my post right.........
And I can even smile when she is sad right.......
There is lots of things I cant explain......
I just want to say I strongly disagree when you say that I nvr treat friends with respect ....
And that I nvr listen to LCD lesson....
I always treat my friends with respect.........
Friens is my life......
I won ever mistreat any single friends of mine.....
I remember I tell you I love making friends...........
I also remember that you told me that not onli me have gone thorugh all this..........
I have not forgotten any single of your advice....
It is in my mind including Grace.......
I have nvr meant what I said....
It seems that it going to be like this ya......
Destined to be arched enemy.....
Maybelle, I really have tried my best to change....
You might not have notice.........
But I do......
You are thouroughly dissapointed in me with Grace......
Stupid excuses like SYF and Student Leader....
Chao Ya also nvr write my name in her blog....
She just put *****......
But I don blame anyone and her.....
Maybe it is really my fault and I nvr notice.....
Maybe I am deceving myself with all this ya..........
But Its till can't change the fact that you all Ice Creams which use to be my friends......
Is going to leave me like this 1 by 1 because of Chao Ya........
I am a lousy boyfriend which if you all say so.....
I take it and accept it........
So all this is my fault ya, it is definitely not hers.......
You will sure say that she is your BHB meimei sure she is not in the worng as I am the cause of it...
I accept all this....
I can do nth for now as all of ytou take me that I am not existed before.........
I jusat wan to say actually I really now how she feel as I have experienced it before......
I can't say anyhting more but a single word that maybe not going to be accepted by you.....
Sorry.......
Their faces seems to hate me to the core...
Seems to be ignoring me wherever I go........
A dissapointed face in them..........
All those cheerful faces that I have seen......
Become gloomy faces when see me especially Angelica.....
She seems to ask me shut up all the time.....
It is a pain for me to see all my friedns become like this......
They will soon become my arched enemy as ...........
I dunno....
It is not easy to make friends with everyone of them....
Cirlce of friends is getting smalle bcasue of Chao Ya things.......
Friends that used to share secret with are gone......
Friends that used to share laughter and jokes are gone......
Friends that usually like me to be their listening ear is also gone too.........
Everything is taken away form my life.........
Maybelle will say again rubbish and excuses when she read all this....
I heard that she actually printed out my previous post for them to read....
I hope I heard wrong as I hate wrong accusations.....
I think I will expect more things in my taq box after this.....
Tmr won be knowing what problem, I will be facing.........
I beg for a forgiveness but most likely it won be happening......
An alone worlds for me again.........
This....is......how.....my....life.....going.....be
This...is....just.....how...my....life....going....to....be....
This world must be making a joke out of me.....
It seems so hilarious day by day and I totally didnt appreciate it a bit.......
As dissapointment is written to clearly in fact in my friends face.....
Did I ever notice there is a word that is called CHANGING.......
Do I no which is more important......
Do I take my friends advice and opinion.......
Did I really nvr treat my frineds as friends....
Do I really like to uses excuses........
There is nth much I can say.........
It seems i can't joke with her* about presents........
It seems there is alot of things that make them think I mistreat them......
I just dunno what to say......
Maybelle......
I.....
It is just hard ya....
Excuses again right......
A waste of time in telling me advice and ........
A bad to worst person guy I am right......
A guy that nvr treat friends with respect right.......
I am the most selfish guy you have ever seen right.........
Why I have nvr stand in her shoes right........
Why I am able to say such harsh words infront of her right..........
I am a coward which nvr put her* name in my post right.........
And I can even smile when she is sad right.......
There is lots of things I cant explain......
I just want to say I strongly disagree when you say that I nvr treat friends with respect ....
And that I nvr listen to LCD lesson....
I always treat my friends with respect.........
Friens is my life......
I won ever mistreat any single friends of mine.....
I remember I tell you I love making friends...........
I also remember that you told me that not onli me have gone thorugh all this..........
I have not forgotten any single of your advice....
It is in my mind including Grace.......
I have nvr meant what I said....
It seems that it going to be like this ya......
Destined to be arched enemy.....
Maybelle, I really have tried my best to change....
You might not have notice.........
But I do......
You are thouroughly dissapointed in me with Grace......
Stupid excuses like SYF and Student Leader....
Chao Ya also nvr write my name in her blog....
She just put *****......
But I don blame anyone and her.....
Maybe it is really my fault and I nvr notice.....
Maybe I am deceving myself with all this ya..........
But Its till can't change the fact that you all Ice Creams which use to be my friends......
Is going to leave me like this 1 by 1 because of Chao Ya........
I am a lousy boyfriend which if you all say so.....
I take it and accept it........
So all this is my fault ya, it is definitely not hers.......
You will sure say that she is your BHB meimei sure she is not in the worng as I am the cause of it...
I accept all this....
I can do nth for now as all of ytou take me that I am not existed before.........
I jusat wan to say actually I really now how she feel as I have experienced it before......
I can't say anyhting more but a single word that maybe not going to be accepted by you.....
Sorry.......
Their faces seems to hate me to the core...
Seems to be ignoring me wherever I go........
A dissapointed face in them..........
All those cheerful faces that I have seen......
Become gloomy faces when see me especially Angelica.....
She seems to ask me shut up all the time.....
It is a pain for me to see all my friedns become like this......
They will soon become my arched enemy as ...........
I dunno....
It is not easy to make friends with everyone of them....
Cirlce of friends is getting smalle bcasue of Chao Ya things.......
Friends that used to share secret with are gone......
Friends that used to share laughter and jokes are gone......
Friends that usually like me to be their listening ear is also gone too.........
Everything is taken away form my life.........
Maybelle will say again rubbish and excuses when she read all this....
I heard that she actually printed out my previous post for them to read....
I hope I heard wrong as I hate wrong accusations.....
I think I will expect more things in my taq box after this.....
Tmr won be knowing what problem, I will be facing.........
I beg for a forgiveness but most likely it won be happening......
An alone worlds for me again.........
This....is......how.....my....life.....going.....be
This...is....just.....how...my....life....going....to....be....
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