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Saturday, February 7, 2009 5:42 PM
Hais....
It seems all the post have become a battle now......
I actually nvr meant all those......
Now what I have done now already can't be undone.....
You might say my first two post is explaning the innocent me.....
Elith have actually made them angrier with the tags......
She still haven read Shi Min and Sok Lings.....
I am now trying my best to ask for forgiveness.....
Grace words is still in my head....
I haven even figure out what she actualy triyng to mean..........
Looking at Maybelle tagbox, it seems the anger in them is increasing when day by day past.....
Nvr treasure it have become the state I am in........
So I have really been considering what I have done these past few days...
Nvr cross my mind that the outcome will be so deadly.....
Before adding on, the readers pls read Maybelle and Sok Ling one first....
Or not you will de misunderstanding them again....
Yesterday, have a "talk" with Maybelle........
But it does not turn out good.......
She now is very angry with me........
There is alot of mistakes I have done without me noticing it......
Without cherishing anything, it have ended like this.........
I can undestand why they angry with me.....
I f I am them, I will also be angry......
There is still alot of thing left to be explained......
Is there something that I have made everybody happy and no a single of mistake......
I really wished for frogiveness from them......
I really wished.........
Maybe like Maybelle said, I have nvr respect my friends before....
And I have using sarcatic words to harm them........
I must change all this...
But how I am going to see the changes..............
Like Maybelle said changes can onli be notice by the people around you....
Not yourself......
It is really a hard to see them ignoring me......
I know I have done wrong to Chao Ya and you all very angry about that.....
There won be no more o this even we are not together now......
I truly want to seek the forgiveness from you all......
I might have not been responsible in my acts in the past.......
But I will definitely change it ............
All my atitudes and my characters..........
It is just all my fault and I am now trying to let you all no I am tryong my best to change....
And let you all notice especially Maybelle.....
I do hope it does not ends here........
And I am really trying to figuring out what Grace is trying to mean......
Elith you really should not have done that....
You jsut tel me can ler......
Bcause I no when you type all this,
They will surely scold you back......
I ahve experience it before............
I appreaciate you concern......
But I just hope that dey will know give me thier forgiveness.....
And allt his might come to a stop...
Now it is realy getting from bad to worst.....
But I nvr say it is your cause of doin......
Myabe it is i nvr explain clearly to you........
So it is my fault ....
Sorryyy.........
It seems all the post have become a battle now......
I actually nvr meant all those......
Now what I have done now already can't be undone.....
You might say my first two post is explaning the innocent me.....
Elith have actually made them angrier with the tags......
She still haven read Shi Min and Sok Lings.....
I am now trying my best to ask for forgiveness.....
Grace words is still in my head....
I haven even figure out what she actualy triyng to mean..........
Looking at Maybelle tagbox, it seems the anger in them is increasing when day by day past.....
Nvr treasure it have become the state I am in........
So I have really been considering what I have done these past few days...
Nvr cross my mind that the outcome will be so deadly.....
Before adding on, the readers pls read Maybelle and Sok Ling one first....
Or not you will de misunderstanding them again....
Yesterday, have a "talk" with Maybelle........
But it does not turn out good.......
She now is very angry with me........
There is alot of mistakes I have done without me noticing it......
Without cherishing anything, it have ended like this.........
I can undestand why they angry with me.....
I f I am them, I will also be angry......
There is still alot of thing left to be explained......
Is there something that I have made everybody happy and no a single of mistake......
I really wished for frogiveness from them......
I really wished.........
Maybe like Maybelle said, I have nvr respect my friends before....
And I have using sarcatic words to harm them........
I must change all this...
But how I am going to see the changes..............
Like Maybelle said changes can onli be notice by the people around you....
Not yourself......
It is really a hard to see them ignoring me......
I know I have done wrong to Chao Ya and you all very angry about that.....
There won be no more o this even we are not together now......
I truly want to seek the forgiveness from you all......
I might have not been responsible in my acts in the past.......
But I will definitely change it ............
All my atitudes and my characters..........
It is just all my fault and I am now trying to let you all no I am tryong my best to change....
And let you all notice especially Maybelle.....
I do hope it does not ends here........
And I am really trying to figuring out what Grace is trying to mean......
Elith you really should not have done that....
You jsut tel me can ler......
Bcause I no when you type all this,
They will surely scold you back......
I ahve experience it before............
I appreaciate you concern......
But I just hope that dey will know give me thier forgiveness.....
And allt his might come to a stop...
Now it is realy getting from bad to worst.....
But I nvr say it is your cause of doin......
Myabe it is i nvr explain clearly to you........
So it is my fault ....
Sorryyy.........
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