I finally wake up to on my computer.......

Weeks have pass just like that and holidays coming too...

No progress though as many things happen.......

Bad things and good things that have causes friends to shed tears......

I can't talk to them....

Fear of being scolded.....

I am always wondering how human mind thinks and what wil make them think alike....

Maybe through bonding and close friendship cause how they feel and think is the same?

Haha...I will nvr know...

I am curious and always want to know how people think....

It is part of my interest.....

Yesterday, Angelica actually have plant another thought into me....

The thought really makes me wonder....

A word from someone can really turn another person upside down..

Just because of the one word.....

While some others, is not affected by it....

All this really keeps me wondering...

Why people have different feelings towards it....

Why some can easily forgive while others just cant do it....
There is still alot of why inside me thats haven been answered...

Most of the why is feelings......

Feelings are indeed complicated....

Some people rather get ignored then get scolded, while some rather get scolded than get ignored......

I dunno how to react at times....

Should I tell someone how I feel or should I keep it all to myself...

Even it feels terrible if you keep all to oneself.......

Yesterday is my birthday.....

It just gone like that..........

But I have alot of greetings from my friends.......

The most ever.....

But I didnt get my greetings from them...

I am 15 now....

Trying to overcome all the challenges from today....

Seeking for forgivence everyday...

And hope for a brand new beginning......