Have you wonder...

What you really wan for life...

Have you ever feel contented or you just wan more....

Or what you wan can nvr be obtained....

Friends...

I lose you all....

I really dunno what makes me lose you....

Changes that must be made in me...

I still did not know what isit.....

I said things that hurts.....

These can't be change as it happens...

I have nvr be able to express what I wan to say in a right way...

Like what you said I always talk before thinking....

Which totaly irritates you.

I keep on thinking the words you said to me,

It makes sense and it hurt too...

There must have been some misunderstanding.....

Or not...

The ignorance you gave me....

I find it hard to accept....

I am totally invisible to you....
The expression in your faces,
I have nvr been able to accept that..
The more I avoid the more I get to see your faces..

My mistakes, is it so unpardonable
I wan to talk to you but can't....
I seem to be afraid of you when day by day past....
I cant even lift up my head to see you by then.
I am afraid day by day past....
One by one will be gone just like you....

What is love?
When we come to love that involves two person..
Must we make decisions?
True love bring happiness..
What about just simple and platonic love...
When we end a relationship....
Can't the lovers be friends again..

Is it so hard for them to be how they are when they just met...

Just be simple friends...
Can't it ever be done....
Is Love really that complicated.....
I really don understand why...
Whta is the true meaning behind love....
Love is it a word that cant be say out like daily words..
I don understand Love.......

Feelings....
Have you ever think that you no your feelings well enough...
You know how you feel about him or her?
Do you eve have mixed feelings inside you...
Have you ever make your felings known...

My feelings is always in a blur...
I nvr know ...
I just know the feelings of hurt..
I think you also have the feelings too...
How can I express my feelings and let it to be known
Can I say things that does not hurt feelings...

Sarcasm is hated by lots of people..
Yet I am the one who have this habit ...
My words is nvr nice to be heard...

Care....
What is care?
Do you no how care is like?
How can you know someone really care for you?
I dunno how to explain all these....
I am feeling so vexed about all this..

Do I have someone that care for me like you do?
Will there be people who ask me how I feel?
Will people miss me when I am gone?
Will you be there to support me....

If I am emigrating,
Will there be people to send me off just like Surach...
Will there be people who will still be in contact with me..
No matter where I go...
Questions without answers keep on troubling me...
No one have ever understand what I really means...

In class, I totally don feel good...
My past is being treat as a joke in there...
This is worst den the last 2 years..
These year really have many painful memories....
I can't let it go....

I wan to quit CO....
But doesnt have the courage to do so ...
Being brainwashed by my seniors....
I still dunno whether I still wan to quit...
My spirit is not in there anymore...
Confidence in me is all gone....

I really wish I can return to my past ...
And prevent all the mistakes I made...
How I wish not to care anymore....
as no one cares...