I dunno what to do.... Today pacing up and down.... Cant forget what have happen.... It has already been 4 months and 24 days since it happen......
Everyday, it just get worst....... Now I have nicknames..... Coward, Shamless and Attention Seeker.......
Since Pre-school, it happen till now........ I lost my friends because of my attitude and words...... My actions too..... Just when I thought,it all ends when I have met them.......
But It still end becuase of me.... All me...... Can I know what I really want? Jocelyn her words makes sense..... Angelica too......
But there is a point when they say all this.... Did I listen to what they say...... Mdm Ang and Ms Lam scold me..... For letting emotion affect me and give up CO.....
I really need someone to show me the way... Or just end my life..... I don dare to end it as I am a coward afterall.....