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FUCKING DAMN BLOOD!! WAT HAPPEN TO YOU KENNY!!!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 12:00 AM
DAMN!
I cant control myself......
Am I doin all this thing to protect myself??
The people around me....
I rude to tem..
I realise what I am doin yet I still continue to do...
Why?
Why cant I stop dreaming...
That everything will be like in the past...
And think that everyone is a liar....
Just to be in the past....
I become unfriendly to everyone...
Especially
Angelica
.......
Why....
Yes, i changed....
But in a bad way as
Jocelyn
said...
So what If I have learnt the truth....
I choose to avoid it like a coward....
I feel not accpeted by anyone...
Because of my ways...
I afraid people talking behind my back....
I afraid of everything....
I am useless...
I cant even handle like downloading a game...
What i am good at??
Passing a sarcastic remark???
Being rude and show attitude????
Why....
Juat now...
I wan very badly to hurt
Jocelyn
feeling....
But I manage to control...
Why must I do all this....
Why must I feel hatred....
I need someone in my life to tell me....
Whta should I do....
I am a dumbo ....
I nvr do anything without instruction..
I dunno what to do...
I act cool and don care everything when I actually really wan to care...
But when I care, I care too much...
There is no self control...
It too late for everything now.....
It is too late to apologise too.....
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