Does the pain weigh out the pride? ♥

I am really confused...

Thursday, June 25, 2009 11:46 PM

I sometimes really wished there is someone who is there for me.

I got nobody who has ever stand up for me.

I really need understanding on why I am like this.

Someone who understand how I feel deep in my heart.

Today, I have a look at the contacts of mine.

I wan to call a friend to watch Threads Of Destiny wiht me but to no avail.

I cant find a single one.

All of them is friends that I know but not close.

I have never succeeded in asking someone out and have fun.

I just realise that I do not have any close friends.

So what if I get to know alot of people but they are not close to me at all.

My quiz that I set no one have ever hit 70 or even 100.....

My friends quiz....

They have people who scored 80 and 100...

I am so envy of them.

Isit so hard to knowme afterall?

Why I am so eager to know someone well,

While the others don't.

I really feel so confused.

I thought I make a decision and nothing can make me change my mind anymore.

I still get affected of how people think of me.

I really do mind how people think of me.

I feels so lonely and bored with no one to talk to.

Today, I walk around the mall around seeking for a companion.

It is hard.

I really do not understand why.

I want someone I am closw with badly.

Badly........

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