I saw things thats about me...

Not a pleasant sight.

How I wished I know what they are thinking and I will improve myslef based of what they think of me...

Cant we just be friends despite all things have happen.

I make a decision of being happy from the otuside while sad in the inside..

My words, actions has it ever be notice ?

When I say I am fine actually I don feel fine at all.

I always want to find someone who understand the matter th chat about all my troubles...

I always wan people to talk to me about that..

But no one did...

They nvr ask....

Sometimes, I feel abit shameless by asking the question I wan they ask in Msn..

I really wan to hear words that I yearn to hear long ago.

I keep on saying the same things allover the same things as I wan to be notice..

Not to be notice because of my size but my presence.

Being ignore is terrible...

Being cold to me too.

I am really scared of being alone.

Aryna, Jasmine, Jean, Shini, Syafiq and Yu Xuan.

They are one of my wonderful memories.

When I say out, you will laugh..

What they make me feel they are memorable is all because of a Hi they said..

Not those Hi when you saw the person and the person saw you where you nod or say hi...

I nvr see them and they called out for me.

I actually cry at the spot when they say Hi but they nvr see that ...

Silly right....

I feel warm.

Memorable to me....

Shini is not a Hi though..

She gave me my first card...

My first "Mother" Card..

I am stunned...

I don dare to put it in my bag in case it is crumpled...

Till now all my presents or card I kept it in a box and nvr used it...

To remember the memories they gave me.

Now I just wan a person who know everything...

And I can share my troubles ..

Sze Yong is now one of my memories too.........