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Why must I act strong....
Thursday, June 11, 2009 9:11 PM
Is there a reason for everything...
Did I disappoint the person who think I can make it...
How I wan to ask them if all that is me....
Did I really make them feel like that...
I just show attitude to Angelica...
She ask me for help...
But I shake my head.....
This isnt me at all...
Does anyone trust me and feel that I got reasons...
Or I am just disgusting and shameless like what she think of...
I wan them back as friends yet I do nothing....
It has been 4 motnhs and 11 days I said these....
I...
I wish to have answer on hand....
I wan to chat wif them at MSN and ask them questions...
But at the same time afreid I annoyed them like my last conversation wif Jocelyn...
I am so sensitive and think too much....
I cant stop thinking and wonder how they feels....
At home I feel all these feelings..
But when I go out and is all alone.....
I show attitude and try to make people feel I don need anyone....
Why...
They don care at all...
But I still do it....
I dunno anything and not sure of it also....
Sometimes I wan them to read...
Sometimes I don...
Because I scared of the nasty remarks given to me...
Am I too shameless to think that they feel like that because of me...
I dunno....
My words are often...
Not often is everytime being misunderstood....
I bet when one of them read the part,
They will sure say disgusting and shameless...
Hais...
Please don give up on me ...
I need time and some answers.....
I need replies...
I wan to no alot of things...
I wan to no how people feel about me..
Whther They like or hate me or not...
My class done a survey...
And think that I am pervertic..
3e1 thinks I am sarcastic..
Wat about the rest of you think about me...
Please I wan to no.......
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