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I am not the only one afterall....
Thursday, July 9, 2009 5:28 PM
Life is indeed full of suprises...
You can't predict what may happen to you next....
It seems that Renee is right..
Not many is totally happy afterall...
Feelings are indeed hard to control...
The more you wan to express it, the more it is hard for you to express it out....
Sometimes,when you are sad...
You think of a funny thing and you will laugh...
While sometimes, you will not...
These few days, nothing special have happen..
Everything is as normal....
Go to school and make some noises...
After school and go home alone...
Homework so far I have completed everything...
Hope I can really manage to catch up with the rest of the class...
I wan something for me to be occupied with..
Or else I would feel lonely and start thinking of unecessary things...
Everyday check on the phone..
Trying to wait a conversation...
But nothing pops out from the screen....
Patiently waiting still for hearing people troubles or crap and joke with friends via sms...
Now H1n1 cases...
Woodgrove have gotten 1 case...
And those who is incontact with the guy is quaratined...
I am one of the 16 pupil....
It will be more bored at home den....
Staring at the wall and the wall staring back at me...
Trying to figure out what to do.......
I have nvr wished for myself to be quaratine...
I will be missing alot of lesson...
And in my state now..
I will never catch up with the rest....
Now beside want to find the answers to my question, I also wan to improve my studies too...
Why I cant get people hint that easily....
I can sense people mood as well....
I just seem to worsen their mood.....
Words thats I wan to meant is alos never get to the other party...
This fear inside me is really freaking me out...
The fear of being ignored and others being ignored....
I don have the courage to say hi to person I know...
I have to always walk slowly behind them when they are in front of me....
But if I didnt say hi, I feel guilty inside me...
Which means I hate being ignored, and now I ignored them and nvr say hi...
This feeling is really no good...
I always fear that I don have a topic to chat with them.....
It seems I am afraid of many things...
Why can't I get over all these fear....
Can I have some support ?
I need it alot.......
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