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Life is full of hurting words......
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 5:42 PM
I am wondering why God like us to suffer slowly...
Can't they let us suffer for one day straight.....
But No he don;t...
He everyday suffer me bit by bit where I cant really even manage it through....
She did it today again...
The moment I walk pass, she yawn....
Isit such a coincidence in doin it.....
I will know about it tmr....
Whole day, my mind is occupied with unhappy things and work...
I still try and laugh at jokes and be high in class...
But half way in the class, I almost cry but I didnt...
It is a conversation I heard...
Bryan and I is discussing that how lonely Luqman is in class...
And ask around whether they wan new friends....
Bryan ask a classmate A....
The person say no so he proceed to Classmate B....
The person say no too and Bryan ask why?
The person replied because the new friend is the person who sit beside you right?
I am sitting beside Bryan at that time....
I am not sure what does the person said...
But I comfirm that Classmate A and B say no because they thought the new friend is me....
The words suddenyl pierce through my heart...
I feel very pain till now..
Hearing the words....
My tears almost flow out.....
Morning the yawning incident and now in the afternoon is the words....
These might be retribution...
When will it stop...
It has been 5 months and 1 day......
I feel very terrible deep inside....
I know this is what I thinks.....
I cant ever make a simple decision....
Do I actually know what I want.....
Is making someone happy is a want?
I dunno....
I still continue hiding whenever I see them....
Tmr is mass P.E of Sec 3 express...
Things arent the same anymore....
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