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Attitude and Character seems to be essential
Sunday, September 20, 2009 5:51 PM
Life sometimes we do not know what will happen next....
We always thinks we are sufferin from it and think we are pathetic...
Who do not think so when they are sad.....
Hais
I just notice there is some people out there seems to be more unfortunate than me.
But they still able to live their life happily ( I think so)....
My life doesnt hav much more wonderful memories to be kept....
My attitude or character is the one controling my life ......
No matter how good I am trying to be...
No one will forget what I have done and still hate me for it...
My attitude or my way of thoughts have been hurting myself and making people angry with it....
I seriously do not know where to change...
This few days, I have been showing attitude to Angelica...
I am angry over just a few words that she said....
A petty guy I am, it seems to be..
The anger in me still haven subsided till now.....
Tuesday, teacher go through a series of problems .....
Every problems Mr Cheng mention....
I am so scared that I have every one of them except for the smoking part....
Do I really need to seek a doctor ???
I am so afraid...
I am scared of all these thats happening to me...
My studies, my friends and my problems troubling me alot...
I am stubborn or isit my pride thats making me in this state....
I really wanna go and tell Angelica that I amk sorry....
But whenever I think about the sentence, I will feel angry again...
But I think of the day she gave me the present, I wan to say sorry to her....
It is really confusing and frustrsting .....
My problems never sems to end...
I wan to talk find a solution to all this but I can't......
Everyone have troubles and everyone is tired of it...
Why can't all these troubles be gone....
And be like children who can laugh happily without troubles.....
Why....
We always thinks we are sufferin from it and think we are pathetic...
Who do not think so when they are sad.....
Hais
I just notice there is some people out there seems to be more unfortunate than me.
But they still able to live their life happily ( I think so)....
My life doesnt hav much more wonderful memories to be kept....
My attitude or character is the one controling my life ......
No matter how good I am trying to be...
No one will forget what I have done and still hate me for it...
My attitude or my way of thoughts have been hurting myself and making people angry with it....
I seriously do not know where to change...
This few days, I have been showing attitude to Angelica...
I am angry over just a few words that she said....
A petty guy I am, it seems to be..
The anger in me still haven subsided till now.....
Tuesday, teacher go through a series of problems .....
Every problems Mr Cheng mention....
I am so scared that I have every one of them except for the smoking part....
Do I really need to seek a doctor ???
I am so afraid...
I am scared of all these thats happening to me...
My studies, my friends and my problems troubling me alot...
I am stubborn or isit my pride thats making me in this state....
I really wanna go and tell Angelica that I amk sorry....
But whenever I think about the sentence, I will feel angry again...
But I think of the day she gave me the present, I wan to say sorry to her....
It is really confusing and frustrsting .....
My problems never sems to end...
I wan to talk find a solution to all this but I can't......
Everyone have troubles and everyone is tired of it...
Why can't all these troubles be gone....
And be like children who can laugh happily without troubles.....
Why....
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