Maybe I alter it to every wrong doings have its retributions....

I want to argue back every time there is reply like this...

But do not have the courage to do so....

I know it is my fault...

I have never said it is you or who fault....

These have been going for 9 months and 28 days...

Are we really going to continue till next year......

I have been a lousy friend to you all....

Yes I do but am I so rotten that you have to swear me like you have never did....

I never treat you all as enemies...

I will not from now till next year.....

I know this is my problem as you all treat me as enemies every since the incident.....

Maybe what you said is right, I do not have any friends to start with...

When I wrong, I will stand to be corrected.....

I wish I can end my life seriously...

But you have said the word repeatedly which is coward...

Being a coward, I do not dare to do alot of things let alone commit suicide.....

I never type your name out as some may not know who you are...

I will never type out a person name out in my blog unless I feel there a need to do so...

I type Angelica name out as I know that is my fault and I admit it...

I really regret it.....

Can't I be given a chance?

Maybe to explain and just talk....

Every part of me is disgusting?

Ya I am disgusting that why people walk out from my life.....

I am a problematic child.....

I know using Zihao account to talk to you is lowlife method...

I never did it anymore...

As for Denson account, I did ask permission before I used it to talk to you...

I even ask him can I used it to talk to you and he said yes....

Asking you all to be like in the past is really an impossible thing...

But can't I be given a chance just to say a sorry.....

In this situations, I really dunno what to say..

Words said cant be taken back .....

And each time I utter a word, it is totally disastrous as it is never good...

I really wished I can let go all of this and move on....

Maybe being alone won't be a burden to anyone.....

No matter how I want join in the fun, I will restrain it to prevent my disgusting act to be seen...

I apologise...

Hope there is a day, we can be friends like how we used to be.....