Thinking things will turn out good when times goes by..

In the end, it is worst when more truth are being discovered...

Family and friends instead of peace there is much more arguments than it used to be...

Does it really have to be like this?

I am truly oblivious to my actions...

I dunno which action is disgusting, shameless or whatever new terms have pop out for my actions...

I dunno....

Is saying a hi a disgusting action?

Must my friend say until like that....

I have never said anyone is against me....

I just said that whatever I do, no one seems to like it and it is a fact....

When for class gathering...

Said some nasty things to Angelica due to my mood...

Regret now also no used...

Totally being ignored.......

Another thing that made me really dunno what to say but feel totally crushed...

Two friends...

A (different class as me) type in its blog something I have done in "your class gathering"(lift form blog)....

B ( same class as me) reply the post in a tag by saying " Why are you putting "your class gathering"? Don't make it sound like he belong to us okay.."

I am really shocked and totally **** and mood less till now...

I have been scolded by new names too....

The names seems to be very interesting as you read on....

Sometimes I wish we can talk this stuff rather than cursing me right off your blog?

Actually I can roughly guess what the reply be when my "friend" read this...

Whenever this happens, I would surely pissed off some of my friends...

Den I become rude and stuff as my mood is not really that well..

But no one really cares though....

They just maybe make sure that my mood won't affect the promise I made which is contacting up someone....

So many people have ignored me...

The next step taken is end the friendship....

I seems to be a burden to everybody...

Everything unsuccessful must be me....

Now I don really know to find who to talk as almost everyone who I used to confide me have been chased away by me...

I brought all this upon myself....

Yet I still cant find any solutions for it....

I seriously do not have the courage to say or do anything.....

My mum say I am such a letdown to her...

My friends want me out of school or even better out of earth....

I wonder what will be the next words said to me....

Everybody seems to be advancing forward yet I am way back that no matter how fast I run..

I will never catch up with them..

Hais...

In the end, will end up drowning my own sorrows and wrong doings......