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Reasons for hatred? Or Reasons for Retribution?
Sunday, November 22, 2009 10:38 PM
I dislike these facts. But I have to accept it . I do not like all this things to happen but I just cant do anything about it . I hope this could all change . Please ! Hais . my hope have been so long . I wish upon a wishing star. or maybe that wasnt a wishing star. I saw something fly across the pitch black sky . Which I am not sure what it really was..... Holding my hands together, thinking of what have been happening for the whole year and wish that it can be undone and everything will be back to what I wish for.....
10 year anniversary dinner has end and everything seems to be ok. Teacher is sastisfied with our performance..
Now I am in Denson house with Yongwen and WCY the great...Hais I also found out something about myself or rather how many people hate me and want me to get out of Woodgrove secondary school. That is so unexpected of the amount...I still don't understand what action I have done been so shameless and disgusting. Hais, I have lost a friend and almost lost another friend but luckily I manage to get that one back...
I have also get to know how does people think of me at the same time..It is negative stuff..
I have recive a small present from Angel when she is in Genting. It is so unexpected as no one has ever did that ( I mean for me ).
Now I know there is something that won't ever become what I wanted long ago as today sth have comfirm that. Chao Ya and I will never become friends again. I can't hold on to this hope again.. It doesnt seems to make any sense to me. I am always oblivious to the actions I made and in the end..... If only I am not so blur and slow upon actions or even have such low humour level, people wouldnt take my jokes as sarcasm.
If only I have sth that makes me stand out among the rest.
If only.....
10 year anniversary dinner has end and everything seems to be ok. Teacher is sastisfied with our performance..
Now I am in Denson house with Yongwen and WCY the great...Hais I also found out something about myself or rather how many people hate me and want me to get out of Woodgrove secondary school. That is so unexpected of the amount...I still don't understand what action I have done been so shameless and disgusting. Hais, I have lost a friend and almost lost another friend but luckily I manage to get that one back...
I have also get to know how does people think of me at the same time..It is negative stuff..
I have recive a small present from Angel when she is in Genting. It is so unexpected as no one has ever did that ( I mean for me ).
Now I know there is something that won't ever become what I wanted long ago as today sth have comfirm that. Chao Ya and I will never become friends again. I can't hold on to this hope again.. It doesnt seems to make any sense to me. I am always oblivious to the actions I made and in the end..... If only I am not so blur and slow upon actions or even have such low humour level, people wouldnt take my jokes as sarcasm.
If only I have sth that makes me stand out among the rest.
If only.....
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