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Scoldings and more scoldings.....
Saturday, November 7, 2009 8:17 PM
Class Of Elites (3e2' o9)
I am not feeling really happy at all....
Things have happen and have proved I am more useless than usual...
I really feel very downcast and lonely.......
I cant hold the tears in me any longer.....
I look of thew the things I have done...
The reaction of my "friends" towards what I have done...
I seems to be a jinx or more than a jinx...
Everywhere I am nothing goes well at all....
People angry with me with the things I have done...
People hate me for being irritating...
People ain't happy with me around at all....
They find me untrustworthy too....
People look down on me wherever I go...
I am not good in anything and things that is good to be look upon....
Always been the center of jokes and been laughed upon...
Every single action I made is being treat as a big joke...
Every now and then seeing people who is happy or able to make people happy...
Make me extremely jealous...
Not zealous but jealous....
And the more I feel that I am a failure in everything...
I have been really sarcastic these few days especially to
Hao Jun
...
She must have hurt a lot....
Hais, so what I know how people feels...
I still did the action that hurt people....
I am sensitive thats why I think alot...
I mind what people says and think of me...
Thats why I maybe petty at times...
But no one can understand how I feels.....
Do I seems to be unlucky or I am bound to get scolded everyday...
At home scolded by mum for disobedience....
At school, being look down by teachers and get sarcastic upon...
At CO , every single thing I have done is wrong and hence get scolded again....
School days have ended long ago...
Sooner
Abel
and
Dexter
will be leaving from the class....
Which many people do not want that to happen...
They still think I should be the one retain instead of
Abel
...
Why am I so detestable by others...
Why..
It just never seems right to me...
Never.....
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Trying to be happy but to no avail...(Will be missing the 2 guys..)
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