Having a camp tomorrow and it ends at Wednesday.... Kind of buying the books next Wednesday and hope the bookshop is still available? Also hope that able to persuade my dad to buy a $60 plus worth of puzzles.... Life is so pressuring for me...
I got to study for next year which is the crucial year.... Don really have the brain to squeeze in all the stuff.... Cant seem to find anything to motivate me.... Useless and lifeless bum...
Sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat...... Its really going to be a wonder if I am not putting on weight during the holidays... Parents banned all activities except my CO camp... Gosh facing the book seriously makes me want to head for my pillow again..
Life is still the same.... Nothing much changes in my life.... But at least I am still waiting a reply from someone..... I wonder what the reply would be when the day comes.....
I am so weird sometimes that I also dunno why.. Feeling of envious, jealous, angry and stuff is really making me crazy.... At this rate I am going, I wouldn't make any more new friends.. Hais, seriously upset when I cant really achieve a single thing......
Post shall be short today as no really in the mood to post.... Very upset...