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Changing is hard.....
Saturday, February 27, 2010 9:54 PM
This week have spend like 5 days in
Xin En
house.....
Lol every day was like doing the same thing....
Play Little Fighter with
Soon How
and
Xin En
using her laptop....
My family is back from Taiwan....
Mum have get some clothings for me....
It looks kind of okay ......
And a watch too.....
Two weeks have passed just like that...
O lvl is coming nearer and nearer...
Xin En have a talk to with me yesterday....
It is the first time I cry in front of a girl....
Cant feel more embarrassed than that...
Her words are the same like the others....
She ask me to change....
This the question that have bothers me all along...
I do not really no where to change....
I must be observant...
Thats what she tell me....
I must know when to talk and when not to....
Thats wad she told me too....
Now I am trying to lose weight....
Have made a point to go gym every Friday with Soon How...
Trying to lose the fats at my thigh...
It is ridiculously big....
Looking through each of my friends picture in facebook....
The smiles they have...
Now I really try to stay positive....
I am still trying to no wad should I change....
Have I really offended her sister?
I really dunno...
Now I am trying to find a smile that I longed for....
I wish I can understand everyone and not make them suffer...
There's a friend of mine .....
She never used to be like the way she used to be...
She have changed abit or even totally....
I tried to understand her problems and stuff like last time but it is aint successful....
Each time I really got the feeling that she sees me...
I always try to acknowledge her presence by saying hi or nod my head and smile...
But she just walk past...
I try to tell myself each time that she didn't see me or maybe she never hear I say hi....
I really dunno wad to do.....
I don like this feeling....
I know she is hurt yet I can't do anything to alleviate it.......
She told me once she is very lonely and dunno why......
Hais
There is much more to go...
I wonder who will really remember that date....
I will be waiting for that date to come where I turn 16.......
Hope everything turns well for me after I am 16........
Don wished to be like a coward and a desperate person anymore....
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