I am seem to get ued to everything.... Isit something that I should be happy of?
This few days have been revising with Soon How and Xin En... Today got an additional person which is Shen Yu.... There is laughter and jokes.... Trying my best in get rid of the attention habit and jealousy....
I am going to be 16 soon.... Next week will be the day.... I am still sad that the fact I cant really have a more matured kind of thinking.... Can't really find a way that can bring joy to other people....
I am in bewilderment of what I really want ...... Back to the past or hoping for a better future... Why am I so easily influence by oher peole words or thinking... Never know when will I have my own thinking.....
Sometimes I am wondering, why people can get so happy and sad at the same time.... Psyhology is really an interesting course but it is seems so hard to study I think.... Does people know a days judge a book by its cover or they really judge a person by understanding the person...
I am not sure.... For now I am seeking the determination in myself and the persistence..... The future Or the past? Which will you choose..