If I feel depressed i will sing. If I feel sad i will laugh. If I feel ill I will double my labour. If i feel fear i will plunge ahead. If i feel inferior I will wear new garments. If i feel uncertain i will raise my voice. If i feel poverty i will think of the wealth to come. If i feel incompetent i will think of past success If i feel insignificant i will remember my goals. Today i will be the master of my emotions
-Og Mandino
Taken this quote from quoteland.... I wonder will I really change into such a person.... Feeling totally useless now.... Find myself having a communication barrier between me and my friends...
Wad should I do now.... No friedns to turn to and have a goopd conversation.... Have a huge arguement with my mum that my mum is going to disown me..... Chinese New Year round the corner and I going to ceebrate myself as my mum going overseas..
Sometimes I think wad should I do with my life... Yesterday, I thought of ending my life by just jumping off the builiding... But I dare not bring myself to do it.... A failure and weak person I am....
Hais... Going to give a quote to the sch for the next few days... Am I able to motivate them since I can't even motivate myself? Still going to give it a shot.....
Now I think everyone must think I am a flirter.... Only talk to girls or stuff... I just find that I got a lot of things talk with girls than boy.... Guys just find me gayish....
Read a blog... Hais it still nvr change.... I wonder when will the hatred end..... I am acting as a pathetic person and getting sympathy ok? U happy to see this...hais...
Shall end here... Now in Syahrul house... His mother treat me too good.... Don feel comfortable as I don deserve to be treated good.....