I want to be back into the past now!!!! I want to be in the past now..... I cant handle my emotions anymore.... I cant recognise myself as who I am in the past......
I have become so desperate.... Very desperate.... Worst thing I look down on myself..... How can I be optimistic once more?
The past, it might not be perfect but to me it have also been better than the future.... It have always been....
There seems to be a great argument in a blog.... All because of my mistakes and foolishness, this argument have become hatred and will never end... When will we learn to let go of this hatred... When?
This year is my O lvl year... I cant really let my emotions get over me once more.... Last year is a great example of me spending great time in trying to bring back the past .. And neglect my studies....
I do not want this to happen anymore... I don want to make another person dislike me or irritate by me... I just want friends, is that very hard to ask.....
My quote says that courage and persistence is the key.... So what if I have the persistence but not the courage.... It is totally no use at all....
I hate myself for being childish.... Cant I just be a grown up and stop getting pulled back by setbacks... I have an argument with my fren... All just because of my childishness and question...
No one is perfect.... But no one can accept other people fault so easily too... Is there really love in this world or it is just full of hatred.......
I once have love and now it is gone... This love have been replaced by hatred.... How am I going to continue with no one by my side.... How am I.....