Quite happy to see all of them...

They have changed and grown too...

It was an enjoyable outing I must say....

If only my friends in Singapore can be like them....

How fun will that be...

But it won happen forever..

As I am not a piece of white paper anymore...

I am a piece of drawn paper that no one will take a look at as it is a disgusting drawing...

Is coming to Singapore and study a right choice for me den...

2005....

Many decision I make, I thought I will be happy with it...

In the end, I suffer from my own acts...

If I continue to stay in Malaysia...

Will my current situation be like now?

Like how I am being looked down upon and stuff...

Hais I really wonder...

When I will have a strong will for me to succeed in doing something...

I am not sure..

But there is something that I am confirm of...

If I am going to continue to be like this, I aint going anywhere and going to be a failure for life...

Very troubled right now...

I cant hold my friendship long it seems..

Sooner or later one by one will like last year, walk away with anger and hatred in me....

I really cant hold on any longer....

Shld I leave to fate or just get used to this feeling of being hate and look down up0n?