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Friday, March 12, 2010 12:53 PM
Where is the rainbow, can you tell me?
Can you please return my wishes to me?
Why is the sky so silent..
All the clouds are running to me.
Is there a mask for me?
Recalling too much of the past words can accomplish nothing...
Perhaps time is a kind of antidote.
And also the first poison I am taking now...
I couldn't see your smile, how can I sleep well
Your silhouette is so close to me, yet I cannot embrace it
Without Earth. the Sun still can circle around
Without reasons, I also can walk alone...
You want to leave me, I know thats is very easy for you
You said dependence is our obstacle..
Even you want to give up, can you just take it as I am the last one to know....
My emotions are totally clustered and going crazy soon...
I am not clear with my emotions and my doings....
I create troubles instead of helping others...
I am always the most troublesome one...
What have I done to cause
Angel
to be angry...
What have I done to have cause my friends to leave me...
I have learnt one thing...
I must get used to the way...
I cannot have friends...
The moment I have , I can't please them but anger them...
It is so hard to see my friends to smile again...
I myself can't seems to understand everything...
I feel like a failure....
All I can do know is focus on my studies...
Other than that no pleasure or fun...
I am now so engrossed in listening to Welcome to my life, I'm just a Kid and 彩虹。。
Hais...
How am I able to express myself out...
Now am I going to do that...
I can't say convey my message clearly causes alot of misunderstanding...
Why isit so? Why...
I hate myself alot...
I hate myself..
Yet I have no courage to do anything...
Weakness in me makes me a bastard....
Everyone in this world...
Some of them are happy while some of them are suffering...
Why can't people be happy...
For me, I just must find a way to be happy again...It is definitely making me unhealthy...
My heart aches whenever I am sad...
Seeing wad
Nasruhaq
have done makes me want cry with him...
Hais..
When can I see the light at the end of the tunnel I am walking now?
Going to end today post with a short part of I'm just a Kid lyrics...
I woke up at 7
I waited till 11
To figure out that no one will come
I think I got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I am alone
And the worlds is
Having more fun than me
Tonight!!
And when the night is dead
I will crawl into my bed,
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I am alone
And the worlds is
Having more fun than me
Tonight!!
What the hell is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored
I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
Nobody cares cause I alone
And the world is...
No one wants to be alone in the world......
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