Sometimes its there when you do not want it... When you want to have it, it leaves you right before your eyes...
Will I ever have the chance to be able to hold you again.... Being regretful, is really not a choice.... But other than using low down methods, there doesn't seems to be a way to no the real truth... But truth hurts that really depressing...
I hate myself and my everything... There doesn't seems to be a day where I cant really sit down and don't care anything... I must have my nose poke into everything and it is irritating... Self control is all I need...
Is there something that can shut me down... Is there a way to make me shut off and be a robot... A smile that I have lost long ago would not be back anymore... I am being too emotional at all times...
Now I am totally frustrated now... Argggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!