Life can be really simple for a person if the person have simple thoughts...
But me, my life have been very complicated ever since the start...
I am very confused and sad for now. I have neglected many things in my life and I have never have a chance to apologise to them. My thought is certainly driving me crazy soon. There are so many things to be think of. Currently I am very confused and frustrated at myself. I am totally clueless in what to do next. Why my head keep on thinking of "that"? It certainly is not helping me in the situation I am now. My feelings and my studies. Both of them is like a obstacle that I find it hard to get rid of. I decided to let go of my feelings but it is definitely very hard for me to do so.
Can anyone teach me how? I need to refocus. I can't be distracted that easily anymore. I hate feelings now. Why can't all this relationship matters leave it until I have completed my O lvls? What am I supposed to do now? Any idea from anyone? Now it is really not a time for me to be involved in a romance yet deep inside I crave for it. Gosh. Seriously, if I can't control myself anymore, I might just end my life. Just joking.
Certainly all I need now is a distraction that able to let me refocus and forget everything else. As well as motivation. So readers out there? Does anyone of you have any suggestion for me? I am certainly in need for a great help here? Please?