What is life when there is only me... Trying hard to be happy and see the light... But everything I have done has never been right.. Putting a smile onto my face... Where actually deep inside myself, I know it is a waste... Memories that seems to be so memorable in my world... Have turn out to be nothing but a fantasy... Knowing all of you is the happiest thing I have ever known... But seeing you all leaving is also the saddest thing I have even seen.. The songs and melody that flows through my ears.. Have never makes me forget the time I have with my friends and peers... Holding back a hope before trying to move on... But time by time it become false hope I know it time to let go and cannot bring it along... Trying to let go and feel the fresh air once more... But I cant as the pain in me has never been gone... I am like a bird that is being trapped and long to be free... But I am being trapped in my emotional world... Will someone be there and support me and lend me a hand and free me?