No matter how long my hand is, I can't reach out for the things I want as it will never be mine...
Friday, June 4, 2010 11:01 PM
Sometimes I am wondering whether the days that I am happy was it a dream.. Or it really did happen...
Yesterday, after my last lesson.... i never expect I will hang out with Farah after the lesson.. But well I just did... And I talk and talk and talk and talk like I have never did...
I feels good to have someone to talk too... Everyday at home, I face the walls and talk to myself... Farah and I walk the whole causeway..... It had been a long time since someone spent a few hours with me...
But that does not last long... Saw Tyy Pey, Rachel and Angelica... Well as usual I am the invisible one (lucky I am used to that feeling)... But the next action that is being done by Angelica make me totally mood less and hurt...
She drag Farah away and told her lots of stuff.. Abt why she hang out with me? It is dangerous to do so... I was totally angry and sad... If she do not want to go out with me, she do not need to ask others not to go out with me right... Worse thing is she ask Farah to join her....
Hais.. I ask Farah out for sushi... I thought it will be a success.. But then also after words said by Angelica.. Twist and turn, unsuccessful again...
I stop here as my mind is blank now.... I no I sound like blaming Angelica... But don't you feel angry is someone said something like that?